Thursday, May 10, 2007

I'm Happy

I am really happy right now.

Why?

Cuz, I'm doing the muthaf*ckin work to be fine.

I'm doing what works for ME, and it's working. I am truly feeling normal for me and happy.

Can things be better? SURE!
Can things be worse? HELL YEAH.

But why focus on that stuff?

Being off meds means I NEED to avoid ALL stress, negativity, pessimism and bad energy. I feel like I'm alienating people, but we're talking about my life! I can't say: "My life sucks because I wasn't smart enough to separate myself from things and people that make me depressed, and so I'm back on meds."

Nope, not having it. If my life scores like Spiderman 3 or flops like Gigli, it's my fault.

So grateful for standing up for me!

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