I'm Back

It's been... almost 6 years without a post, and now I'm back.

Ashamed? Yes.
Angry? Yes.
Disappointed? Yes.

How did I return to 2006?

I'm on Lexapro and seroquel again, with lamotrigene thrown into the cocktail.

Panic attacks started this new chapter. They started in April, and got progressively worse until I knew that I had no choice. It was medicine or I'd lose my job.

Ironically, in the course of trying to be normal and keep my job, I lost my relationship(s)...two of them.

That's all for now.
I'll reconnect with you all soon.

In the interim, I'm back and pissed.