I have great thoughts. In my head, I have amazing points. In high school I was a great debater and won impromptu and extemporaneous speaking competitions.
And then I call in, and my brain start speeding.
The result: a bunch of
The call ends and I beat myself up for sounding like an arse on the air. My self -esteem drops, I go under the bed and I'm in a "I'm so stupid" funk.
Not being able to get my thoughts together is a stress, so no more talk radio for a while, I'm gonna stick to writing.
3 comments:
Oh my goodness I know the exact feeling. I always do that when I call the radio. I wonder why i call the radio anyway??? I have horrible stage fright and probably sound dumb!
I did win a CD on the radio. That was good!! :)
I prefer to type. That way I can delete and re-type. You can't delete live audio.
Well, keep on writing, because it really helps with that feeling.
Once you write out your thoughts about a particular subject and then talk about it with someone, you'll notice a big difference, promise. :)
You just described me. Its so hard...to go from being one way when younger...to what I feel I am now.
Please..dont be hard on yourself.
Laurie
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