Truth is..

I've seen a return of the April anger.
Brain is scattered.
I'm paranoid.
I messed up twice at work.
I have a huge mess up on the horizon.

What's going on?

I feel tremendous pressure at work; it's kinda not fun any more.

I only want to be around people who make me laugh.

Real truth: I haven't been doing the work necessary to be well.

Why?

Too much going on at work, anger, annoyed, etc.

Out.