Dear Oprah:

Dear Oprah,

I love that you built the school in Africa, and that you talk to celebs and help women find their correct bra size.

That's all f*cking awesome.

But you think you can pause to do a show about bipolar disorder and the struggle I deal with every day?

So it's not MS, Lupus, cancer or sickle cell, but it's hella important and we really need you to raise awareness and get people talking about this.

Why do you think some people kill themselves, turn to drugs and alcohol and go on murderous rampages?

Why do you think so many of us actually inhale?

It's the damn non-stop voices in our heads, the frustration, the paranoia.

We need a face, Oprah.

We need you to help.

I'm not saying stop cancer research, but can a few bucks be kicked out to find or make some f*cking meds that work?

Damn?

Oprah, I am even willing to come out of the closet to be the face. I guarantee you that you and your viewing audience will be surprised by the faces behind this disorder.

No one talks about it.

Hey, maybe I'll film a week in the life of the Butterfly or I won't take my meds (that don't work anyway) just so i could be manic or depressed (right now it's a roll of the dice); guaranteed to be a ratings booster.

Hey, use me for Sweeps!

I'll do anything to feel normal again.