Giving You an Out

I've been acting different lately. I know it.

I feel closer to February's roller coaster than I do to June's serenity.

I'm spacey, sad, easy to cry, easily annoyed. Yup, all February.

I askd someone if they had ever been around anyone that was bipolar. They said no. I didn't say much except that it can be tough.

He asked this morning if I was feeling February-ish. Told him yes. He asked if there was anything he could do (back to men wanting to fix things). Told him not at the moment. I think he expected me to "snap out of it"; or maybe that's in my head.

I don't want him to go away, but he should know that if it gets to be too much, he can walk away. Hell, there's people I want to walk away from right now.