The Italian

I first told you about him in 1,2,3 Breathe.

Spoke to him today. We had a long chat. His divorce is final and he's going through the motions. The only issue we ever had was with external shit.

I still love him, but hate everything right now and really want to be left along. S asked me who I'd choose - The Italian or the other guy. Two days ago I couldn't decide. Today The Italian wins, but then again, I'm not sure if I'm over reacting with the other guy.

Didn't take my pills today cuz I had 4 beers. I know, I know.

No more talking.