I Was On!

Today was awesome!

My makeup was perfect.

My hair was perfect.

My outfit flattered my body.

I slept well.

My Lexapro kicked in before I left home.

Had Swedish Fish for the train ride to work.

I did a presentation at a company and was great.

I made calls and networked with the press.

I got lunch and dinner freebies to give away.

I planned an amazing promotional campaign for April.

I was on!

I felt like my old pre-weirdness self.

Then came "me" talking": Well, you do know that depression is around the corner, so enjoy it while it lasts.

SHUT UP! You're not gonna ruin it for me.

I feel great, and I'm going to enjoy the moment. Period!

I will NOT label my successful day as "mania".

I, Butterfly had a great day.

I felt normal; normal like I remember.

Wow.

Two co-workers said I was glowing, today.

I felt good.

Damn, it feels so good to feel good.